Gimme a Break!
A break? We all could use one! Especially during this pandemic where things just aren't the way they used to be.
Give yourself a break! You are doing an amazing job and no one can do it like you! Like a lot of women, I put this pressure on myself to be perfect. The truth is, none of us are! So my overachieving self had to redefine perfect (to put my perfect mind at ease).
Perfect is what I do the way that I do it!
That goes for you too. Don't get caught up in how things "should" go or how they "should" be. The way you are doing it is exactly how it should go and be. Give yourself a break! You are great and there are no apologies necessary.
Now go and continue to be great! You've got this!